..."i am not obsessed. i am just curious; comfortably numb but curious" ...

... following is the closing part of the transcript from 'American Beauty' ... i always carried some very different connotations about this movie... in the end it turned out to be very very dramatic... almost moved me towards the end... i am impressed how effectively the subtle unsaid love and care and tender emotions were portrayed... i kinda fell in love with the background score... links so effectively with the movie ... like the one of 'The Motorcycle Diaries'

"
It's hard to stay mad when
there's so much beauty in the worId.

Sometimes I feeI Iike I'm seeing
it all at once and it's too much.

My heart fills up Iike a balloon
that's about to burst.
And then I remember
to reIax...

and stop trying
to hoId on to it.

And then it fIows
through me Iike rain,

and I can't feeI anything
but gratitude...

for every singIe moment...
of my stupid IittIe Iife.

You have no idea what
I'm taIking about, I'm sure.

But don't worry.
You will someday.
"