... fear...
... why do we fear from 'things'? ... events? ... people?... and even unknown?... we fear something will go wrong... something bad will happen... we may end-up hurt... physically... emotionally... maybe even spiritually!... our strength will wane... our beliefs will be shattered... we will face the mockery of the world... humiliation... even wrath maybe? ... we fear we may hurt those who love us... care for us... why? ... why do we fear? ...
... once in a while there comes a situation... an event... a moment... when i feel a sudden rush of vacuum forming inside me... my grandma often uses this term 'haul padna' with a mild tinch of punjabi behavior... everything seems to get sucked inside ... i feel it now... when i come face to face with my fear... i don't want to fear anything... anyone...
yeah ma nani also saya "haul si ho rahi hai mujhe".. me and ma brother really make fun of her on that bit inside I can never understand how she feels..
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may you have a fearless life.. :)