Sunday, September 13, 2009

..."Young lovers seek perfection. Old lovers learn the art of sewing shreds together and of seeing beauty in a multiplicity of patches" ...

... sometimes it just happens that u get so much 'sucked' into one thing or thought or feeling or person or belief or idea ... that even if you can feel 'it' draining your entire emotional and physical and 'spiritual' and whatever energy you have ... you just cannot bring your senses out of it... and you tend to start accepting this 'energy sucking' and the 'emotional pain' and to some extent the 'depressing' mental state as some sort of 'cleansing' ... and that after going through all this, you will be able to see and appreciate some 'bigger picture' and that it will make you brave and more immune to these upheavals in the future... guess what? there is only 50-50 chance for that! so get up and keep walking.

so what happened on saturday? i was supposed to talk to Rabbi (and i have deliberately dropped the 't') about the KPIs and how they are going to shape-up my career... at least for the next year ... but as usual he was in some meeting since 3 till 5 and then of course he went zipped past for Mumbai! ... i guess it is going to be an exciting Monday!

and while it may not seems so, it's almost 2 hour time gap between the this paragraph and the one above... why? because i started doing what i should have done well before starting this post! the Sunday chores! :( ... and it's not all that bad actually... i also spent some time on this blog that i stumbled across and have started following and then of course the blog of marine engineer sahib i am following and then i had some 'get-together' mails to be sent to relevant people... then of course the Orkut! ... i am still not able to detach myself from Orkut completely... there could only be one reason for that ... and you really expect me to write it here? do u?

btw i just created my new account with this photo sharing site and i guess i am loving this 'new zeal' of sharing myself with the 'civilized world' ... i mean... i never got 'hurt' by keeping myself to my trusted friends... but that's not the way of enjoying life? ... and then i see people who have been sharing their life with complete strangers since ... i don't know ....i was a kid on internet... ofcourse u have to take some basic 'precautions' and that's it! ...

and now it's getting late and i guess with so much to write and only 10 fingers and one keyboard... it's too heck of a 'dangal' here ... so i guess i must be off the hook now...

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